martedì, gennaio 31, 2006losing love is no disaster...
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
-elizabeth bishop, "one art"
i woke up one day, and realized that the long years of waiting for my unrequited love had come to an end... 4 years and nothing... it felt like i never had any faint memory of those days when i catch a glimpse of his face and feel butterflies... i used to be all giddy when he calls my name and smiles... but now i feel nothing...
my friend asked me why and yet was quite relieved that i finally got into my senses.. and saw what i blindly neglected for so long.. that there was no hope for him to realize that i was there feeling the way i did for 4 long years... yeah, i guess i was foolish to be spending those years investing emotions that aren't noticed...
oh well, that's tough luck.. i guess the frog prince i kissed had the thickest skin and never felt anything... >sigh<
do_Rossy got back from Oz
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domenica, gennaio 29, 2006pa-mature
last night was.. what can i say? umm, for the other people at that event it was fun.. but for us, "oldies", it became quite boring..
the event i'm talking about was my cousin gi's17th b-day.. at first we were all into and looking forward to having "drinks" and all that "fun-tivities" (my version of fun activities or whatever) .. but as the night went on.. it felt a bit dragging.. there's another word for it.. tiring.. why if you may ask? almost all of the guests aren't even in the legal age to drink for crying out loud! "may gatas pa sa labi" kumbaga... and we couldn't spot cuties because obviously its like -- paedophilia!... (for me that is..).. okay i'll be a hypocrite if i say i didn't enjoy even a snipet of the festivities.. well, i did and those were the talks and exchange of jokes i had with my cousins.. yeah, i had a drink or two.. (attention: beware of "vat 69" a brand of whisky.. it like.. "woohoo" to drink..) .. i wouldn't deny that..
i'm not trying to be all negative..
it's just that i never felt an "oh shucks! i really am old" feeling before like the way i felt that night.. all the "maturity" that should be in my system started to take effect on me at that event.. i believe i had a realization that i'm not getting any younger and i've got to grow up.. it felt like a portion of my youth rubbing off.. that i really am 20 years old and about to get my diploma and enter the work force... 2 months from now.. oh shucks! i really am old!
do_Rossy got back from Oz
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mercoledì, gennaio 25, 2006brand new
ahem.. i rehashed my old skin with this new one.. hope you guys like it!
i got bored lang.. : P
do_Rossy got back from Oz
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lunedì, gennaio 16, 2006sound trip..
****
music = you're the inspiration, unknown
location= backseat, car
listening to 94.7 (mellow touch).. nice...
i was belting it out with my sister.. while my mom and dad hums along with us..
old songs ROCK!
all i lack, are:
"cobra" (coined from tin and ana) hair / teased
a padded blouse
a pair of leg warmers
hahaha...
music=my boo, ghost town dj's
location= in front of PC, study room
when was the last time i made a post..
(scene: black and white... PC covered with thick dust and cob webs..
SFX: crickets.. creaking door...)
----sideshow---
my goodness! finally the pictures have been uploaded!
(spongebob narrator mode) two thousand years laterrrr!
--------------------
this song really brings me back to the olden days..
i was in grade school (i think) i sang my heart out with matching dance moves...
hay.. BSB, Spice Girls, N'sync...
oh shit, the backstreet boys are coming na pala.. i have to get a ticket.. (i'm not a hardcore BSB for life FANATIC..) i just cherish the fact that they became a hit back when i was a kid! so i can truly relate.. i know a lot of you guys are with me on this! (writer crosses her fingers and hopes..)
i want to watch, for sentimental reasons ONLY! (defensive!)
if i do watch.. i hope they sing those songs from there first and second albums!
"i don't care who you are where you're from...
don't care what you did as long as you love me..."
music= you're my little secret, xcape feat. jermaine dupri
location= still here..
nice...
flashback to highschool now...
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 2:01 AM
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mercoledì, gennaio 04, 2006whatta year!
what has been happening lately,ey?
1. i just realized my capability when it comes to alcohol intake last new year's celebration. after a couple of shots and glasses of gold label, sangria, and martini, i became gassy(?) and started farting (the loud-and-proud kind). heck it smelled so bad.. it was good that i was with my cousins at that time.. grabe rin sa hangover the next day..
2.the "creative" team for my lolo and lola's anniv have been cramming since last week. (sorry! i got so hooked on watching dvd's.. to think i was the head of this so-called team).. pero naman! our presentation will surely rock! mik, ram and pamps we'll rock!! woohoo!! everyone has been busy, busy, busy.. because "the event" is nearing... (golly! it's on saturday na pala.. sh*t)
3.again, i'm cramming (what's new?) for this 3-book gig.. which is needed to be illustrated this week.. sh*t! double sh*t!
4.i have been babysitting for my aunt.. what a riot! having 2 kids at the house! we never stopped cleaning up after them.. their previous house helper went off with his "boyfriend" without my aunt and even the girl's mom knowing .. (grabe uso pa ba tanan?)..
update: it didn't last for even more than a week.. turns out the guy had a wife (chisms toh!)
***
fitting of gowns tomorrow.. oh how that will suck.. i will not eat dinner tomorrow so the damn thing will fit.. (oh why did i have to eat those buko pandan, buko salad, lasagna, chicken fingers, pizza and all those other fatty foods......... over the holidays!)
i'm looking forward to "choir" practice (for those of you who don't know.. my family is built-in choir.. as in everyone can belt out tunes.. except for mai and kax maybe.. hehe kidding, kidding!) i can't wait to sing out.. "di lahat ng mga bagay na kumikislap ay ginto.."
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 6:11 AM
0 whisper something...
martedì, gennaio 31, 2006losing love is no disaster...
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
-elizabeth bishop, "one art"
i woke up one day, and realized that the long years of waiting for my unrequited love had come to an end... 4 years and nothing... it felt like i never had any faint memory of those days when i catch a glimpse of his face and feel butterflies... i used to be all giddy when he calls my name and smiles... but now i feel nothing...
my friend asked me why and yet was quite relieved that i finally got into my senses.. and saw what i blindly neglected for so long.. that there was no hope for him to realize that i was there feeling the way i did for 4 long years... yeah, i guess i was foolish to be spending those years investing emotions that aren't noticed...
oh well, that's tough luck.. i guess the frog prince i kissed had the thickest skin and never felt anything... >sigh<
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 10:56 PM
0 whisper something...
domenica, gennaio 29, 2006pa-mature
last night was.. what can i say? umm, for the other people at that event it was fun.. but for us, "oldies", it became quite boring..
the event i'm talking about was my cousin gi's17th b-day.. at first we were all into and looking forward to having "drinks" and all that "fun-tivities" (my version of fun activities or whatever) .. but as the night went on.. it felt a bit dragging.. there's another word for it.. tiring.. why if you may ask? almost all of the guests aren't even in the legal age to drink for crying out loud! "may gatas pa sa labi" kumbaga... and we couldn't spot cuties because obviously its like -- paedophilia!... (for me that is..).. okay i'll be a hypocrite if i say i didn't enjoy even a snipet of the festivities.. well, i did and those were the talks and exchange of jokes i had with my cousins.. yeah, i had a drink or two.. (attention: beware of "vat 69" a brand of whisky.. it like.. "woohoo" to drink..) .. i wouldn't deny that..
i'm not trying to be all negative..
it's just that i never felt an "oh shucks! i really am old" feeling before like the way i felt that night.. all the "maturity" that should be in my system started to take effect on me at that event.. i believe i had a realization that i'm not getting any younger and i've got to grow up.. it felt like a portion of my youth rubbing off.. that i really am 20 years old and about to get my diploma and enter the work force... 2 months from now.. oh shucks! i really am old!
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 6:31 AM
0 whisper something...
mercoledì, gennaio 25, 2006brand new
ahem.. i rehashed my old skin with this new one.. hope you guys like it!
i got bored lang.. : P
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 9:49 AM
0 whisper something...
lunedì, gennaio 16, 2006sound trip..
****
music = you're the inspiration, unknown
location= backseat, car
listening to 94.7 (mellow touch).. nice...
i was belting it out with my sister.. while my mom and dad hums along with us..
old songs ROCK!
all i lack, are:
"cobra" (coined from tin and ana) hair / teased
a padded blouse
a pair of leg warmers
hahaha...
music=my boo, ghost town dj's
location= in front of PC, study room
when was the last time i made a post..
(scene: black and white... PC covered with thick dust and cob webs..
SFX: crickets.. creaking door...)
----sideshow---
my goodness! finally the pictures have been uploaded!
(spongebob narrator mode) two thousand years laterrrr!
--------------------
this song really brings me back to the olden days..
i was in grade school (i think) i sang my heart out with matching dance moves...
hay.. BSB, Spice Girls, N'sync...
oh shit, the backstreet boys are coming na pala.. i have to get a ticket.. (i'm not a hardcore BSB for life FANATIC..) i just cherish the fact that they became a hit back when i was a kid! so i can truly relate.. i know a lot of you guys are with me on this! (writer crosses her fingers and hopes..)
i want to watch, for sentimental reasons ONLY! (defensive!)
if i do watch.. i hope they sing those songs from there first and second albums!
"i don't care who you are where you're from...
don't care what you did as long as you love me..."
music= you're my little secret, xcape feat. jermaine dupri
location= still here..
nice...
flashback to highschool now...
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 2:01 AM
0 whisper something...
mercoledì, gennaio 04, 2006whatta year!
what has been happening lately,ey?
1. i just realized my capability when it comes to alcohol intake last new year's celebration. after a couple of shots and glasses of gold label, sangria, and martini, i became gassy(?) and started farting (the loud-and-proud kind). heck it smelled so bad.. it was good that i was with my cousins at that time.. grabe rin sa hangover the next day..
2.the "creative" team for my lolo and lola's anniv have been cramming since last week. (sorry! i got so hooked on watching dvd's.. to think i was the head of this so-called team).. pero naman! our presentation will surely rock! mik, ram and pamps we'll rock!! woohoo!! everyone has been busy, busy, busy.. because "the event" is nearing... (golly! it's on saturday na pala.. sh*t)
3.again, i'm cramming (what's new?) for this 3-book gig.. which is needed to be illustrated this week.. sh*t! double sh*t!
4.i have been babysitting for my aunt.. what a riot! having 2 kids at the house! we never stopped cleaning up after them.. their previous house helper went off with his "boyfriend" without my aunt and even the girl's mom knowing .. (grabe uso pa ba tanan?)..
update: it didn't last for even more than a week.. turns out the guy had a wife (chisms toh!)
***
fitting of gowns tomorrow.. oh how that will suck.. i will not eat dinner tomorrow so the damn thing will fit.. (oh why did i have to eat those buko pandan, buko salad, lasagna, chicken fingers, pizza and all those other fatty foods......... over the holidays!)
i'm looking forward to "choir" practice (for those of you who don't know.. my family is built-in choir.. as in everyone can belt out tunes.. except for mai and kax maybe.. hehe kidding, kidding!) i can't wait to sing out.. "di lahat ng mga bagay na kumikislap ay ginto.."
do_Rossy got back from Oz
at 6:11 AM
0 whisper something...
