mercoledì, giugno 28, 2006

memories.. memories..

This morning i woke up at 6:45am, which was not normal to me because my body clock is set between the times 9 to 11 am--i personally call the "bum body clock". Mai has this too..hers is the very very bum body clock.. she wakes up when half the day has passed and the only meals she eats are lunch and dinner. Ack! my mixed up thoughts are disrupting this post. Where was i?. OH! I felt a mix of butterflies and an unlikely urge to barf. No, i'm not pregnant. Hahaha!! I don't know, maybe i feel jitters or even a tinge of excitement because after just a few months after my graduation i'll be coming back to UP. The idea of walking through the school halls' wornout floors, reeking of cheap floor wax, gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling, a feeling of being at home--which i have to admit even if my cousins called me a traitor for not shunning my affair with my old univ UST.

I was asked by my dad to submit my cousin's UPCAT form which deadline was today. Whoa! a very very humongous task on my part.. i may have enrolled my own classes and have taken care of my requirements by myself without the parentals accompanying me but this task was on another level!
It's a very very big challenge to encounter gazillions of parentals with their grown-up kids haggling with the UPCAT officials for priority treatment. It may have been 3 months ago but i was not ready to relive my old enrollment days where i had to wait in long lines, with no seats, bottled water in one hand and with my other wiping beads of sweat coming from every pore in my body. Well, i couldn't back out because, obviously, my dad counted on me to do it. I was the only bum at home with eating, sleeping, watching t.v. and surfing the net as itinerary for each waking day of my unemployed life...SO TO THOSE WHO FRIGGIN' KNOW SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE LOOKING FOR A GRAPHIC ARTIST PLEASE BE AN ANGEL AND TELL ME!! I NEED SOME SAVING FROM THESE MIND-FEET-ARMS-BUTT-WHOLE BODY-NUMBING TASKS!!! AAACK!!! hahaha dad i still love you and my dear cousin olenn i love you that was why i sacrificed myself for you!!! KISSES TO YOU GUYS!!!

It wasn't all bad... Okay, here's me looking into the positive side of things...hahaha.
I gained even a tidbit of experience from this, because i happened to miss my own chance to feel the fear and joy of the UPCAT for those of you who don't know. Yeah, suprising! Being a highschool whizkid and all.. haha.. I managed to finish my junior year the same year as my senior. I left my teachers confused on what batch to put me in so i missed the UPCAT because it was the earliest college entrance test. My beloved teachers figured out to put me in the senior batch when half of the school year has passed. AARRGHH!!! hahaha. I love you Mrs. De Leon and Mrs. Tamondong!!! I blame the friggin' system.. hahaha joke!! CHA ROCKS!!!

I felt independence for once in my life.
This was the first time ever when i had no idea on what to do and had no one i knew to ask assistance from. All i had to rely on were God, my charming skills, and my gut. This may not be a feat in one's life, but it is to me. For a person whose first real "commuting" experience was shared with her dad for 2 weeks solid going from jeep to crossing the street at my college freshman year, this was an experience which had me written all over it. So, even if this may sound like a cheesy award acceptance speech, i say thanks first of all to God, to my dad, to my lovely cousin olenn. I dedicate this to everyone who achieved real independence. I say "kudos" to every person who accomplish things on their own how young you may be. To end, i wish each one would find their independent and empowered selves within.


O diba? pang motivational speaker ang dating diba!!! hahaha
love you readers... ^_^


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took a weird test which i found in maurice's blog... which was full of crappy bullsh*t!!!



IS SOME ONE IN LOVE WITH YOU
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Is some one in love with you right now love at first sight with you baby
are you in love right now yes, and been in love for a loonnnggg time...
This Quiz by therat429 - Taken 220099 Times.
New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology and Horoscopes


got this next one from tickle.com
Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.

hahaha some true some not...
AND
LAI I STAND CORRECTED!!!! Fine the jelly bags in my previous post are by LISA FRANK as in L-I-S-A F-R-A-N-K!!! so much for my "ala-bryanboy-naming-what-i-wear" attempt!!!

kisses cuz!!!

also i give applause to my prof sir marlon for his wonderful decorating talents and uber magnificent skill for finding great bargains!!! (photos: marlon rivera, from hotelboy.livejournal.com)




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